so i've just finished reading the calvary chapel christian school aplicant forms and info. it seems like it would be so good for tate to be with other kids and learning, and singing, and coloring, and painting, and making turkeys with his hand print. its only 2 days a week 8-11 and its close by... i would love to be able to send him there. its only $180 a month too!

i love that he goes to robin's class but its just such a drive and once im on that side of town i cant just turn around and get stuff done at home- i have to wait around until hes done.

i'd like to really seek God's opinion on sending tate to preschool. oh yes, and josh. i've recently had a freak out about him being the kid who is behind in school. autumns entire 1st grade class is reading way ahead of her, not because shes lacking anything but because they all went to FULL DAY kindergarden. i cannot imagine sending my 4 or 5 yr old to school (especially public... not that i have anything against public school but for my little little ones i prefer those with jesus in their hearts teaching them!) from aprox 8 am to 3 pm? thats nuts. they seem so little. i'd die.

-sidenote: i totally just remembered that 5 yr old little girl on the tyra show who was still being breastfed... yeah she wouldnt make it full day kindergarden.-

how can i judge anyone else though and what they do with their kids. each of our kids needs and is ready for different levels of school. maybe tate will need and be ready for a full day at kindergarden. gulp.

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so carol, at church won a car on the ellen show. i choose to believe that miracle is God telling me new cars do happen. i don't care what you think... I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE. hear that, God? i believe.

- update on the honey do list...

we folded and put away laundry and i purged all of our drawers, and all of the unwanted clothes are on the floor under the excuse that josh needs to look through his pile and confirm the purge. why is my pile still on the floor you ask? simple; balance. i'm a little worried about josh looking through his pile. he once looked at me with crazy eyes when i asked him if i could toss his old, holey, recently replaced wallet. the old wallet sits in the desk in our room untouched. bless his heart, he might need it one day. hopefully its the day we have bags and bags of things to get rid of and we need one more thing to fill a bag. its perfect for that.

on the subject of my dear husband... lately when i talk to him while he's at work i get to hear him doing his police work. listening to the "pr" and being all helpful and " give us a call if he bothers you again"-ish. i'm so proud of him and that he takes such pride in his career. coming into adulthood and y'know... real life i'm learning that a blessing like that is hard to come by.

oh yeah, and he's hot when he talks in numbers and letters and confirms and disregards.
love him.